Tuesday, November 9, 2010

sister do you know my name?





I wonder what ever happened to my step sister Ahni. My mother's second husband, Chuck, had a daughter named Andrea.... but she liked to be called Ahni. Her real name was actually Andrea M. Mark. and her family was from Idaho. Boise to be exact.

Anyway, we were a month apart in age. I was older. Turned out before he met my mother- Ahni's father used to physically abuse her. About four years into their marriage, he began to get increasingly hostile towards my Mom. One day he snapped, and turned a gun on himself and then on my mother. He was a bona fide nut. I called the cops on him (I was in 6th grade and we lived on Long Island). This was the last straw. We were free of him, but not before he tried to beat up my mother.

It backfired.


My mother damn near tore Chuck's eye out! My Mom just about beat the shit out of him!!!! HA! She called a "friend" of hers and he picked us up in his nice mob style sedan (turns out this guy had been courting my Mom for awhile). He took us to Brooklyn bought us some clean clothes and toothbrushes and that was that.


So there you have it, I think about Ahni from time to time and wonder if she is still alive. I've tried to google her name, but nothing comes up. History tells me that people who are totally off the grid- are probably dead. I mean, that's what happened with David and Patty so why would the outcome be any different now?




just wondering and maybe just a little rambling too...



*the above pics are of me and a Realdoll. I photoshopped my wrinkles to make me look a bit younger. I mean, fuck I'm almost 40! getting old has it drawbacks, but I'll take it over the other option. Once again the blog title is a White Stripe's song. I don't know if you noticed, but I do that from time to time.

13 comments:

MJ said...

You're such a fucking Diva. I love you to bits! Stay Glam Girl!

darev2005 said...

There's an Andrea Mark on Facebook who is in the group "Intelligent classy educated women who say 'f*ck' alot." Does that sound like her?

And honestly, you needn't have photoshopped a thing, luv. We all enjoy seeing you just as you are. I don't want to use the phrase 'older women' because you are much younger than I am. Mature women don't look bad because of a laugh line or two. They look lived in and comfortable. Like my favorite bath robe. Might be a little tattered around the edges, but still the warmest and comfiest thing in the world.

darev2005 said...

P.S. I just love the bdsm shots... Rrrrrrooowl....

msFishie said...

I must say, I'm a huge fan of your work.

darev2005 said...

Please Miss. I want more! Imagine me saying this in my best english accent Oliver Twist imitation.

Louis said...

Amazing stuff downthere! I'm amazed!

Anonymous said...

Is this art, therapy, kink or something else?

Victor said...

'Wrinkles?" Victoria says you are gorgeous in person.

darev2005 said...

Coming back soon? Please??????

Emma M said...

Fab work! I love your lighting and work with the dolls. Glad I stumbled onto your blog. Your web site reads well also.

Canon camera?

Bro said...

You're hot

silverman said...

your absolutely gorgeous
ive been checkin out your pics for at least 10 years....always impressive!!!!
and sorry to hear about your loss...
an admirer from canada

silverman said...

your absolutely gorgeous
ive been checkin out your pics for years!!!! always stunning ;)