Lap Whore...

need I say more?


*the above pic is of my cat Mikey and his doll Suki

Anti Matter...

I am.

I have a new doll on the way. She is my first Black doll with a lovely head I've named Monica and an alternate head (that is an Indian/Bollywood head) whom I've named Tara.


I have to tell you, I haven't shot any people lately. Initially I wanted to wait until after my heart surgery because I won't be able to lift the dolls for the four months following the surgery (my husband will help me out thankfully). I figured during that time, I would concentrate mostly on shooting humans. Until then- it was to be all dolls all the time. Basically take advantage of my strength while I've still got some! But now I am starting to feel my depression lift and I find the need to have somebody stunning (and breathing) in front of my camera. I am going to call on my two favorite models, and ask them to shoot with me (separately).

One is the stunning Ami. You've seen her photo here a bunch of times. I am enamoured with that womans natural beauty. Her face is Swedish perfection and she is a wonderful person to boot. The other model is Cristi (pictured above). I adore her. Gorgeous, lithe and dangerously intelligent, I love to photograph her. She is edgy and fashion all at once and lest I forget, sexy as hell...





* (in my best old timey gangster accent) the above photo is Cristi smoking all seductive like, see.

Me, Myself and I...

Took an impromptu trip to Miami with the husband last week... Had a kick ass, sex filled time.


I am supposed to get a big spread (about 6 pages) in a new art photography magazine based out of Milan and NYC. I don't want to jinx it, so I will tell you more about it as it gets closer to being released.

I don't have too much to say. Truth is I am having a bout with depression. Fear not, my sanity will be back soon...



*the above photo is Maya and Pricilla (a Realdoll and a BoyToy Doll) getting busy!

Realdolls...

...are so adorable!



*the above photo is of Realdolls Hana (who has left us for a man in Connecticut), and Daniela.

le fumeur...

This isn't the first realdoll that's taken up smoking... But she may be the sexiest.


As an aside, big hugs and kisses to Davecat!



*the above composite is Maya a Body7/face2 Realdoll

Heartless...

I am not...


But I am going to be fine (yay!). My heart will get fixed on May 22nd, that's a long way off. So if the Doctors don't think it's an emergency than I must be okay!!!! The reason my right ventricle is enlarged, is because of the hole in my heart. As it turns out, I was born this way and just never knew it. The only issue that is residual from this defect, is because I didn't fix it when I was a child- my life span will be shorter. Big frickin' deal, to me it's just one more reason to embrace each day.



Knowing is half the battle!!!!!



I am so fucking happy about everything, I don't even care that I have to have some minor heart surgery. Bring it.




*the above photo is my doll Suki, and she is heartless...much to my chagrin.